"WhyI have the Best Wife anyone could ever hope for."

There is a women by the name of Debbie Wolf who may work with you, or be your friend or just maybe you haven't had the chance to meet yet. She's my wife and I didn't know what to do, I don't want to lose her so no matter what it takes I won't ever lose her. You see I don't make the best choices all of the time, especially when I am tired, acting immature or feeling helpless.. Like now leaving Texas and going to California I miss her and the kid's, it's not home. I feel all alone and there is nothing I can do or anyone to talk to. So I decided to share it with everyone online I could find, "why I have the best wife anyone could ever hope for." She is the total package. A friend, playmate, confidant and lover to me. She taught me what a good wife should be  devoted, faithful, playful, trusting, energetic, secure, supportive, forgiving and on occasion long suffering. I just can't see or imagine life without her, When I look at her I see the perfect women, full of beauty, with the biggest heart and one of the most caring people, you'll ever meet. I remember it was New Years eve 2001when we had our first date and kiss, I will never forget that moment a little Champagne and Harry Conick Jr. sinning We "really are" in love... It was that same evening I told her I was going to marry her. We hadn't known each other for long. After that we spent every day together and It was the best time of my life. Up until the day she walked up and said to me "I do". We have so many thing we share now and hold onto. We both love  God, cooking and having friends or family over. We dream about living in a beach front home with a rap around porch and jar full of seashells. One for every sun set we watch together. Our favorite day is Christmas. Watching the kids light up when they open there gifts, decorating and shopping and all the food. I love so many things about her it's hard to just pick one to talk about. I really love watching her sleep, every night before I turn off the TV I would  look over and see her smiling while dreaming and every night we would kiss and say " I love you". She has given me the best 9 years of my life. I just want another fifty just like them. Feeling her with me. I do no matter where I am, but to hold her and to kiss her I need her here with me. No matter what I have to be the first one to go. It just has to be that way. More than ever now I pray to God every day to make me the perfect husband, so that she will always feel safe, secure, trusting and loved. Also Lord I want her to be holding my hand and to be the last thing I see when I take my final breath. I truly believe in heaven we will meet again and our love will live on forever and ever. This is just a few of the reason why "I have the best wife and friend I could have ever hooped for" and for the rest of my life and every day we have together. I will tell her how special she is to me.